???「???没???关???系???。???」???苍???尧???淡???淡????????。

    ???祭???拜???过???母???亲???後???，?????????来??????一??????亭??????坐??????，???起???初?????????都???未???????????话???，?????????望?????????断???飘???落??????面?????????雪???。

    ???「?????????为??????麽??????念???医???科???吗???？???」???最???後???，??????紫???曦???先??????了??????。

    ?????????，??????记???得???小??????????????过??????当???一??????音???乐???家???。

    ?????????没???回???话???，??????????????????，???等??????????????。

    ???「??????为???了??????母???亲???。???」

    ???紫???曦???遥???望???远???方???，??????始???幽???幽????????：

    ???「??????母???亲????????????一???岁?????????患???了??????病???，?????????半??????就???过???世???了???，??????段???接???受???治???疗??????期???间???，???母???亲???受???了?????????苦???，???虽???然???当????????????才??????一???岁???，????????????了???都???觉???得?????????疼???，???因???此?????????定???决??????，??????当???一??????医??????治??????母???亲??????病???，???????????????愿???望???还???未??????实???现???母???亲???就???过???世???了???。???所?????????让??????更???加??????当???医??????，???既???然???无???法???救????????????母???亲???，??????麽??????就??????救????????????母???亲???，??????????????????孩??????和??????一???样???从???小???就???失??????母???亲???。???所?????????就?????????念???医???科??????原???因???，?????????当???一??????医??????。???」

    ???「??????母???亲???…???…???得???了??????麽???病???？???」

    ???当????????????一???定??????无???助???吧???？???遗???憾????????????无???法???陪???????????????安?????????。

    ???「???血???癌???。???」????????????嫁??????g0ng??????来???，??????一???回??????g0ng???里?????????提???起???母???亲???。

    ???「???母???亲??????世???後???，?????????难???过??????伤??????，????????????却?????????表???现??????来???，???因???为??????还??????须???负???起???安????????????妹???妹??????责??????，?????????连??????为???姊???姊?????????都???表???现??????旁???徨???哀???伤???，??????麽???兰???熙???和???幼???熙???又???该???怎???麽???办???呢???？??????????????????爸???爸???失??????妻???????????????，???还????????????伤???悲???安????????????，???所??????即???使?????????难???过???，??????也??????须?????????，??????…???…???????????????里??????泪???。???」

    ??????就??????紫???曦???，???无???论???受?????????麽???委???屈???，???无???论??????里?????????受?????????麽???样??????伤???痛???，?????????乎????????????前???哭???泣??????泪???。??????并???非????????????，???????????????愿???因???为????????????泪??????让?????????受??????伤???害???，???就??????当?????????御??????园???里???摔???伤???，??????????????????疼??????痛???，???却???仍????????????泪???微??????，??????也??????让???苍???尧??????疼????????????方???。

    ???「????????????介???意???，??????…???…??????????????????面???前??????泪???。???」

    ???紫???曦??????了?????????久??????久???，???最???後???朝????????????甜???甜?????????，???「???谢???谢??????。???」

    ???有?????????句???话???，???无???论???有??????难???过???，??????都???觉???得???没??????麽???了???。

    ???「??????过???，?????????太??????妃???，???当???医?????????愿???望??????就???无???法???实???现???？???」

    ???「?????????，??????实???现??????。???」???紫???曦???脸????????????定???让??????困???惑???，???接??????来??????话???更???令?????????解???，???「???其???实???，??????和???太??????并???????????????所???见?????????样???。???」????????????也????????????为??????麽?????????苍???尧????????些???。

    ??????麽???意???思???？

    ???「???太??????????????????？???」

    ???「????????????。???」??????摇???摇??????，???「???就?????????????????????，??????和???太?????????????????????，?????????…???…?????????就??????朋???友???一???样???。???」

    ???「??????朋???友???？???」??????还?????????太?????????。

    ???紫???曦???微?????????回???答???，???换???了??????话???题???。

    ???「???苍???尧??????呢???？???愿???意???跟??????谈?????????亲??????吗???？???」??????????????????来???????????话???题?????????伤???痛??????回???忆???，???????????????了???解??????，???当???然???，???若????????????愿???提???起???，??????也?????????b????????。

    ?????????，?????????由???得??????起??????承???德??????墅??????某??????早???晨???，???苍???尧??????梦???里???哭??????唤??????父???母?????????景???，??????模???样???让?????????疼???，?????????过????????????麽???样??????遭???遇???呢???？???原????????????啓???枫???，???啓???枫???却??????用???一??????古???怪?????????????????????。

    ???「?????????事???…???…???还??????让???苍???尧???亲??????告???诉??????吧???，????????????愿???意??????话???。???」

    ???苍???尧????????????，???沉???默???了???一???阵???，???并???非???????????，????????????思???索?????????何?????????。

    ???紫???曦???显???然???误???解???了?????????沉???默???，?????????了??????抱???歉??????微??????。

    ???「??????样???吧???，???等????????????????????随??????来???找??????，?????????乐???意???当?????????听???众???，??????…???…???就???当???作?????????愿???意???让????????????面???前??????泪?????????换???承???诺???吧???。???」???望??????亭???外???皑???皑??????雪???，???紫???曦??????里???闪???过???一???丝???苍???尧???为???查???觉??????光???芒???，????????????苍???尧???微??????，???「??????了???，??????有??????东???西???忘??????母???亲??????墓???前???，???苍???尧??????等??????，?????????拿???了???就???来???。???」

    ???「??????陪?????????…???…???」

    ???「??????用???了???，?????????快???就???回???来???。???」??????????????跑???离???亭??????。

    ???望??????紫???曦??????背???影???，???一???gu???怪???异?????????觉???涌????????????。

    ???为??????麽?????????觉???得???紫???曦???刚???才?????????容???有??????怪???怪??????？

    ???“???啪???！???”

    ???才???正?????????，???一???颗???雪???球???就???毫???无???预???警??????打??????苍???尧?????????。

    ???转???过??????，??????见???紫???曦???就???站?????????远??????，???发??????清???脆?????????声???。

    ??????呆???住???了???，???????????????次???遇???见???紫???曦??????来???，???第???一???次???见??????????????????此???灿???烂???甜????????????容???，???一??????雪????????????站??????雪??????里???，???就?????????俏?????????雪?????????使???。

    ??????怎???麽???????????????紫???曦??????动???？

    ?????????????????????紫???曦??????ai??????越???来???越??????，??????还??????够??????压???抑???住????????????紫???曦????????????吗???？

    ???又???一???颗???雪???球???落???????????????，?????????才???回??????。

    ???「???怎???麽???？???傻???了???吗???？???」???紫???曦?????????，?????????仍???拿??????雪???球???。

    ???拍???拍????????????雪???，???盯??????紫???曦???缓???缓?????????亭??????，???弯??????捞???起???脚??????一???团???雪──

    ?????????就??????麽??????来??????往??????打???起???了???雪???仗???。

    ???此??????此???刻???，?????????都?????????了??????怀?????????。

    ??????麽???皇???室???、???太??????妃?????????份???、???戊???寅???事???变??????y???影???…???…???通???通???都???暂??????抛??????了???脑???後???。

    ??????光???若??????永???远???停??????此???刻???该???有?????????呢???？

    ???宣???和???八??????农???历???一??????初???

    ??????晚???，??????慈???宁???g0ng???结???束???家???宴???後???，???啓???桓???陪??????紫???曦???回??????景???祺???g0ng???。

    ???「??????抱???歉???紫???曦???，??????应???该???先???告???诉??????才??????。???」

    ???一??????景???祺???g0ng???，???紫???曦?????????啓???桓???一???定???有???话??????????????，???因???此??????常??????答???应??????离??????，???等??????屋???里??????剩??????和???啓???桓?????????，???啓???桓???脸??????带??????歉???意??????紫???曦?????。

    ???紫???曦?????????啓???桓???，????????????了??????。

    ???「?????????麽?????，???啓???桓??????，??????一??????终???究?????????来????????????吗???？???」??????记???得??????啓???桓??????约???定???，??????过???由???皇????????????听??????啓???桓???将??????过??????後??????法???国???留???学??????消???息???，???当?????????确???实???愣???住???了???，???若???非?????????反???应???快???表???示???早??????得????????????事???，???啓???桓??????概??????受?????????辈?????????责???备???吧???？

    ?????????，???????????没???错???，???????????????早???就????????????约???定???，?????????没??????亲??????告???诉????????????消???息???，???还?????????临??????前???由???母????????????得??????，?????????有???权???利??????????????????，?????????没???有???，???反??????还??????合??????替????????话???，??????真??????亏???欠????????????。

    ???「???话?????????麽?????没???错???，????????????也???承???诺???过??????，???有??????何???决???定???都??????和??????商???量???，??????????????????尊??????，???然?????????却???没?????????，?????????事????????????错???，??????早???该????????????申???请??????法???国??????就???告???诉??????。???」

    ???「???应???该?????????难?????????吧???？???」???紫???曦???依???旧???保???持???微??????，????????????理???解???，???毕???竟????????????接???????????“????????????法???国???念???书???了???，?????????也????????????始???准???备???离???婚??????事???了???。???”??????样??????话???若???换???作?????????，??????也????????????该??????何?????????吧???？

    ???「??????麽????????????约???定???…???…???」

    ???「???离???婚??????事???也????????????国???前???办?????????吗???？???」?????????啓???桓?????????了??????，???所?????????就???先?????了???。???「??????签???协???议???书???还??????找???见???证??????呢???？???若??????找???见???证??????，?????????找???依???拉???，???啓???桓?????????呢???？??????找???恒???锐???还??????齐???彻??????？???」

    ???「??????，???紫???曦???，?????????先??????离???婚???。???」???啓???桓?????????紫???曦???，???表?????????更???加???带?????????厚??????歉???疚???，???「???等?????????法???国??????後???，?????????有??????和???云???漪??????一???起??????消???息???曝???光?????????一??????，???等??????????????????，???????????????父???皇???提??????和??????离???婚???。???所?????????段???期???间??????仍??????太??????妃???，???紫???曦???????????????一???切?????????来???????????公???平???…???…???」

    ???「???啓???桓??????，??????用?????了???，?????????????????????。???」???紫???曦???一??????清???亮?????????凝???视?????????，???「??????没???有???离???婚?????????形??????，????????????和???云???漪??????国???外??????一???起???????????????了???报???，??????麽??????辈?????????民???众???将??????给???予??????无???限????????????，??????於??????些???责???难???就???由???啓???桓?????????来???承???担???，???让??????彻??????彻???尾??????当??????受???害???者???，??????就???????????????法???，??????吗???？???」

    ???啓???桓???望?????????，???为??????猜??????????????????思???震???动???，????????????打???算???告???诉?????????样??????决???定???其???实???有????????????啓???枫??????提???议???。

    ???「????????????辈??????????????????????????????约???定???，?????????????????????了??????和???云???漪???，??????麽??????将?????????整??????事??????受???害???者???，???让??????承???担???所???有?????????责??????骂??????，????????????所??????为????????????。???」

    ?????????，???若??????此??????被???公??????，??????外???界????????????，???端???庄???娴???淑??????太??????妃???遭??????太?????????背???叛???，???太??????则???远??????国???外???????????????过??????幸???福????????????，????????????见???，????????????外???界??????於???啓???桓??????云???漪??????评???价????????????何???了???。

    ???「???云???漪???应???该????????????吧???？???」

    ???「??????没???告???诉???云???漪???。???」???啓???桓???摇??????。

    ???「???也??????，??????若????????????了???肯???定??????阻???止??????。??????过???，??????突???然??????现??????云???漪??????面???前???，??????肯???定???也??????吓?????????。???」?????????云???漪???惊???愕??????模???样???，????????????住??????了???，?????????也???为???云???漪???将???来???所??????遭???受??????责???难???担??????。

    ???「??????了???解???云???漪???。???」

    ???「??????当???然???。???」???紫???曦??????了??????，???随???即???又???正???se????????，???「???啓???桓??????，???答???应??????一??????事???。???」

    ???紫???曦??????????????????啓???桓???，???「???虽???然??????和???云???漪???????????????间?????????，???????????????真???????????????当??????朋???友???，?????????喜?????????。?????????????????????幸???福??????，????????????份???幸???福???背???後???，????????????样???也??????承???受???所???有???无??????尖???锐??????责???骂???，???尤???其??????云???漪???…???…???其???实?????????事???，???云???漪???又???何???尝?????????受???害???者???呢???？?????????民???众??????????????????一???切???，????????????????????????为???太??????妃?????????，???所??????啓???桓??????，??????一???定???一???定???????????????守???护???云???漪???给???予?????????够????????????守???一?????????力???量???，??????也??????????????????，??????吧???？???」

    ???「??????，????????????。???」????????????和???云???漪??????一???起???，???无???论?????????承???受????????????责???难??????都???愿???意???，??????也??????尽???一???切???守???护???云???漪???，?????????来?????没???有??????何???事??????b??????所???ai????????????离???还???痛???苦??????。

    ???此??????此???刻???，??????真?????????得????????????飞??????云???漪?????????。

    ???原??????，??????预???定???一?????????就??????前???往???法???国???，????????????辈????????????持?????????才???留??????农???历??????後???。

    ?????????後???，???啓???桓???搭???机???前???往???法???国???。

    ???由???於???啓???桓??????紫???曦???并???未???离???婚???，???因???此???紫???曦???仍?????????太??????妃?????????份???住??????g0ng??????。

    ???「????????????啓???桓??????见??????云???漪???了???没???？???」

    ???啓???桓??????法???国??????第???九??????，???紫???曦??????依???拉??????约???见???面???。

    ???「???应???该???见??????了???吧???。???」???依???拉?????????，???「??????敢???赌???，???太??????殿??????一??????法???国???肯???定???连???休???息???都???没???有???就???跑??????奥??????利???见???云???漪???。???」

    ???「??????真?????????替???云???漪?????????，???也???替??????担???忧???。???」???紫???曦???面???带???微??????，??????里???却???带??????淡???淡???忧???虑???，???「???????????????，?????????遇?????????麽???ai??????肯???为??????牺???牲???一???切???，???连???皇???位???都????????????啓???桓??????。???担???忧?????????，???将???来?????????所??????面????????????言???蜚???语???，???希???望????????????够??????定??????度???过??????未?????????责???难?????????。???」

    ???「?????????，?????????一???定????????????面?????????，??????也?????????????????????选???择???，??????就??????替?????????担??????了???。???」???依???拉?????????紫???曦???，???「?????????，??????现??????应???该???为???????????????打???算???才??????。???」

    ???紫???曦??????依???拉???望?????????????????????，????????????依???拉??????意???思???，??????摇??????微??????。

    ???「???现??????，??????还????????????太??????妃??????角???se???，???等??????正???式???和???啓???桓??????离???婚???後???，??????就??????离??????g0ng???廷???，??????回???董???鄂???紫???曦???，???????????????就?????????朝????????????成???为???医?????????理??????前??????。???」

    ???「???才????????????样???呢???。???」???依???拉????????，???「???紫???曦??????????????????意???思??????，?????????????????????也??????清???楚???，??????吧???，???或???许???当???局???者???迷???，??????麽???就???由??????来???告???诉??????，???紫???曦?????????幸???福???呢???？???????????????也???该???追???求????????????幸???福???了???？???」

    ?????????幸???福???？

    ???依???拉???????????当???然?????????。

    ?????????????????????友???、???妹???妹???都???有????????????si??????塌?????????另???一???半???，??????又???何???尝?????????追???求??????样????????????呢???？

    ??????现???????????????混?????????迷???惘??????，??????忘??????了???啓???枢??????，???????????????里??????另???一??????角???落???，???又???似???乎???为???另???一??????男???孩???动??????，?????????男???孩???????????????，???正??????苍???尧???。

    ???「???????????????，??????还??????确???定????????????真????????????有??????觉???，???还??????????????????当???成???啓???枢??????，???毕???竟???苍???尧??????苍???尧???，??????????????????当??????啓???枢?????????影??????，??????样???????????????公???平??????。???」

    ???「?????????苍???尧???才??????真???实??????活????????????????????????，???难?????????真??????活?????????啓???枢???阿?????????回???忆???里???？??????样???吧???，???????????????????????????觉???厘???清???，??????找??????机????????????里??????话???告???诉???苍???尧???，????????????????????????有????????????。???紫???曦???，??????也???希???望?????????够???幸???福???。???」

    ???来??????奥??????利??????近???半??????，???每??????每??????，???云???漪???都????????????思???念??????啓???桓???，????????????啓???桓???也??????样??????念?????????。??????喜??????弹???琴???，???因???此???课???余??????间?????????乎???都??????弹???钢???琴???，???藉???由???弹???琴???来???抒???发??????思???念???啓???桓????????????。

    ?????????，???一?????????往???，???云???漪??????钢???琴???教???室???练???琴???，???旋???律???悠???扬???唯??????，???还???带??????淡???淡??????哀???愁???、???微???微??????思???念???，??????一??????弹??????，??????里???脑???海???里???都???浮???现???啓???桓??????面???容???。

    ???“???啓???桓???，???????????????，??????听???得??????????????????思???念???吗???？???????????希???望???化???成???羽???，???飞??????????????????。??????麽???，??????也???将????????????思???念???化???成???一???串???串???音???符???，???随???风???飘????????????耳???里???，??????听??????了???吗???？?????????????????????思???念??????。???”

    ???云???漪????????????断???呼???唤??????，???彷???若??????此???就??????随??????音???乐???飘???????????????。

    ?????????弹???了??????久???，???优??????琴???声???了??????来???，???望??????琴???键???，???云???漪???幽???幽???叹???了?????????，???伸??????准???备???收???起???琴???谱???，????????????角???余???光???瞄??????黑???亮??????钢???琴???里???倒???映???了?????????影???，??????猛???一???回??????，???望?????????後?????????站???了??????久?????????，???????????????顿??????加???速???，???起?????????敢????????????望?????????前?????????…???…

    ???「???啓???桓???…???…???真????????????吗???？???」??????喃???喃????????，?????????为?????????场???梦???。

    ???啓???桓???也????????????，?????????就??????麽???痴???痴?????????了??????久???，???最???後???，???啓???桓???朝???云???漪?????????，???张?????????臂???将???云???漪????????????拥??????怀??????。

    ???「?????????，???云???漪?????????，??????来???了???，??????次???无???论??????何??????都????????????和????????????了???。???」

    ???「???啓???桓???…???…???」

    ??????????????????拥??????，??????半??????，???云???漪???才???抬???起??????来?????????。

    ???「???啓???桓???，??????怎???麽???来???了???？??????就??????样???来???没??????题???吗???？???」?????????啓???桓???，??????????????????激???动???，?????????另???一???方???面???却???也?????????住???担??????起???来???。???「???紫???曦?????????吗???？???」

    ???「??????麽???都????????????。???」???啓???桓???柔???声????????，???「?????????????????????，??????????????????未???来???，???其?????????事???都?????????。??????ai??????，???云???漪???，?????????跟?????????一???起???，??????????????????受???没???有???????????????，??????呢???？???还?????????和?????????离???吗???？???」

    ???云???漪?????????泪?????????凝???望??????，??????????????????跟??????一???样???，???也???无???法?????????受???没???有???彼???此????????????，???於??????轻???声???回???答???，???「???没???有???????????????，??????过???得???一??????意???义???也???没???有???。???」